Tired of Being Tired 😴
It’s been over three weeks since I wrote the title to this blog and with the one positive exception of starting treatment there really hasn’t been much reason to post. The good news is that I believe the treatment works based on my first two. I’m still normal out is shape old man tired but I don’t have the overwhelming fatigue that stopped me in my tracks as soon as it hit with no chance of a second wind. The first two treatments were only two weeks apart but from now on they’re supposed to be every eight weeks. I’m curious to see if there is regression the further out from treatment I get. “Time will tell” has never been a more accurate cliche.
And of course all this is taking place during the ongoing Covid pandemic that shows no signs of letting up.
The cartoon says it all! Staying away from the news is one way to pretend things are okay. Unfortunately I don’t have that willpower because I just feel the need to know what’s going on with Covid and maybe more importantly I want to continue watching Trump meltdown and self destruct. In addition even most of my reading has been geared towards the same topics.
Speaking of the 4th of July it was the same as Memorial Day weekend, St. Patrick’s day, Cinco de Mayo, and every other day during this pandemic shutdown! Groundhog Day! I hate this feeling that life is going by and I’m not living it. I know everyone else is going through a lot of the same thing it’s just that it’s compounded by PNH!!! Then you add in loneliness and holy 💩 enough is enough!
Charlie and I did get out one day for a short drive and walk at Cottage Grove Lake. I need to try to do more of that but other than trying to get out and walk every day I’m really reluctant to go places.
I guess I’ll finish this post on something positive with pictures of some of the flowers I see on my walks. Other than that this would just continue to be a woe is me post and that’s not really what I want it to be as I get close to wrapping up this year’s blog book.
Sam even makes the artificial flowers look good. 😄
Oh yeah and Charlie still hates fireworks.
And of course all this is taking place during the ongoing Covid pandemic that shows no signs of letting up.
The cartoon says it all! Staying away from the news is one way to pretend things are okay. Unfortunately I don’t have that willpower because I just feel the need to know what’s going on with Covid and maybe more importantly I want to continue watching Trump meltdown and self destruct. In addition even most of my reading has been geared towards the same topics.
I finished another virtual event at the end of June. I was originally planning to finish it on the 4th of July but got my miles done faster than planned. Sooner. Obviously not faster. 😂
Speaking of the 4th of July it was the same as Memorial Day weekend, St. Patrick’s day, Cinco de Mayo, and every other day during this pandemic shutdown! Groundhog Day! I hate this feeling that life is going by and I’m not living it. I know everyone else is going through a lot of the same thing it’s just that it’s compounded by PNH!!! Then you add in loneliness and holy 💩 enough is enough!
Charlie and I did get out one day for a short drive and walk at Cottage Grove Lake. I need to try to do more of that but other than trying to get out and walk every day I’m really reluctant to go places.
I guess I’ll finish this post on something positive with pictures of some of the flowers I see on my walks. Other than that this would just continue to be a woe is me post and that’s not really what I want it to be as I get close to wrapping up this year’s blog book.
Sam even makes the artificial flowers look good. 😄
Oh yeah and Charlie still hates fireworks.
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